Rainy Day

There was a rain here~~~ don't know why during raining day i always have those feeling of lonely it was like being ignored. When sitting in front of computer writing this blog i do realize that i don't have much true friends that can share my heart darkest secret. Maybe is because of i am too protective over myself so that i have those lonely feeling. Unfortunately when i trying to call my friends out and get rid of this kind of feeling, sadly no one there to entertainment. Is it i'm not truth enough?? i confess that i do lie to friends. is this the reason that no one want to accompany me???? or is it i am the one who keep myself away from my friends??? Or maybe just because the weather that effect my emotion ??? Haiz~~~ believing everbody is dangerous ; believing nobody is very dangerous but who should i believe????